July 04, 2012

But you don't know what you don't know



You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man

Well you can take me down with just one single blow
but you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean, yeah yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever going to be is mean, yeah yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever going to be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

Old song, I know~ Today's Wednesday so let's talk about my music style--actually it has nothing to do whether it's Wednesday or not, I just don't have any good idea to write for now. To those who know me so close until 'this' close—yea imagine it—they must have known what kind of person I am when it gets to music. Just like fashion, I'm not a trend follower. What's trending on world doesn't trending on my mind. Like, when Adele's "Rolling In The Deep" hit the top chart almost everywhere, I caught myself a lil bit ignorant. Believe me, even "Grenade" is still striking me up every morning! :D Here, anyone knows about "Alone" by Heart? That old song has the it taste. High tunes, rocking my head off, and vintage words xD What is it, ancient vocabulary? Idk :x

Talking about Taylor Swift's old music—which I just discovered 2 days ago, I guess I wanna talk about how mean I am... Akhem, started from me at school. I ever made a girl next to me who I didn't even know who's she and I pulled her ponytail too tight until she cried and ran off to her mom. Bad Nava... bad girl :D That was when I was still in kindergarten. And then in my elementary school years, I used to threw teacher's stationary at my friends. Uyeah, and then my victims would tell their parents and their parents would call the teacher or headmaster and all of them would call my parents and my parents would ground me.

Still, my biggest "mean" would be when I ripped someone's book which fulled by her drawings. Sorry~

See? Everyone has a dark side. Sometimes it's untold, or simply remains unknown. No one has to open the pandora box just to brings him/her down. Like what Vermouth said;

"A secret makes a woman, woman."

Anyway, at first I talked about being mean, and I end up talking about secret :x Haha!

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