Gardening with mom. What can be better than spending your free time under the breezy weather beside this? I love how she takes care of our garden—it's brand new!—and all those greeny plants. One thing for sure is that we don't really have flowers here. Mom doesn't like it much. I wonder if we can get any violets...
Recently I've been feeling so insecure for no reason. I feel so mad over everything—which confuses me cuz it only happen when I'm on my period, and I am not in my period right now. I'm being emotional for everything that may not work and something in my head says that I have to kill people who don't make it work. Even the words that were being said by my best friends, could turned into a sharp sword and I felt like wanna punched her in the face. Just because I was being randomly emotional.
It's like, I was mentally bullied by them. Which I believe they wouldn't do such thing to me. But I still have this feeling that I can't get it out! :"( Lots of things happened and I just couldn't handle it.
I need someone to talk to. And I wanna cry now... Bye.