Yay to short break! I just finished having my mid-semester exams today, hopefully the result will come out as good as I thought ^^ It's amazing isn't it how time flies so fast. It feels like yesterday I was still so busy preparing things for my club's Japanese festival at school, now looking at the time here it all has passed. I've went through a lot of things since being a final year student. I realize it's hard to maintain between my free time and the time where I have to study for real. I am faced with a lot of choice and trust me, when the time's getting closer it even makes you hard to choose your major in university later. I've been keeping my dream still (to work outside Indonesia) but as the time goes by, the choices are getting harder and harder. Like, there are just so many things I have to look at when I make decisions on which major I'm going to take. The competitors, my grades, etc. Not to mention the so many tests ahead and complicated graduation rules I have to fulfill. Sometimes I think that all these tests don't really determine students' capability in understanding school's subjects. The National Exam only takes 6 majors for senior high school students and I think that's just quite unfair because I study 14 subjects for 2 years and 17 for a year :/
Ah school problems haha, of course this doesn't apply for those who are older than me haha. Anyway, if you happen to follow me on Instagram, you must have seen these photos below. So my family went to have a quick lunch few weeks ago (everything posted here seems like happen few weeks ago or so lol) at dad's workplace. And everytime we're here, I never forget to stop by at Calais to buy myself milk tea :9 It has the best milk tea in town! ^^
Anyway, me and T are on our hardest time. This is what I hate from falling in love with someone. When I finally have the commitment to start a relationship, the other party doesn't. Thankfully this doesn't happen earlier because I'm afraid it would affect my test result. Sometimes I think if everything's worth the sacrifice I've taken. Or do I have to take back everything?
Well, until next time and happy Saturday! xoxo