November 08, 2013

你是我的万事 ✌


생일축하해, 형님!

So it's finally November 8th. Which means it's finally D-Day. Happy birthday, hyung :)

Okay so let's start my national speech. I know I can never thank you enough for being the person you are today. It’s been a year (and few months) since we officially became chairmate in Social 1, huhu. I still remember that day. I’m still amazed what power you posses for dragging me deep into what I am today and for bringing me back to the family of Jakuen ever since. You introduce me to a whole new world, a new side of me I never thought I could’ve became if you didn’t give me the bait to catch. You're like a little spark of colour that never existed before in my life and for finally have you here is my own blessing. Yes, I am blessed to have you as my friend.

Thank you for introducing me to kpop and willing to take me as your dongsaeng. Thank you for making me realize that leaving Jakuen was never be an option. I learned how to get albums from overseas, you help me fulfilling my thirsty obsession of having english chats every night talking absurd things about our bias and random things about them, you brought back my hidden feeling for staying up late reading fanfics, you were there with me (literally, well) in my first concert ever, we were even in the same staff-team back on those days during Jakusai. Wow, I never thought I would make you as my role-model :O

You have raisen me up well. Thank you.

So hyung, I hope in your new age, you can be a better hyung-nim for me. You're my little dongsaeng, who's also in charge as my hyung—okay stop I don't want to question about the "hyung" here it's so confusing. 'Go with the flow' has always been your motto. I know you don’t really plan everything, but I’m sure you’ve got plenty of stuffs planned in your head. Don’t tell me otherwise. Because like a wise man said, "Life is when you're busy making plans." ;) So all I can wish is that wherever the flow brings you into, I hope it's for good. Some people say you're ignorant. For me you simply don't give a damn. Life's all about simple stuffs and happiness, and that's how you've been living your life. You also taught me that.

Hope you enjoy all the blessings and gifts we have for you ^^ I'm not that good with chit chats—though I ever said I am, but I'm actually not that good—so let's end this here before I start rambling about anything else. Once again, happy birthday, have a pleasant life, have a BOY *fucking* FRIEND, and probably think again of getting some short lesson of driving vehicles. Any vehicles :|

我爱你, Lee Sora! I love you and the whole world knows I do! Today's your birthday, have a splendid day. Lots of love, your unnie, best chairmate, Baekyeol shipper team...

Adinda Navartierre // 千月 // 박희린 // にしかわ
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Anyway, I'm hungry.... ;))

November 04, 2013

Boundaries

Dad's new precious toy

Friendly warning; this post is going to be really bad and probably sarcastic. Not suggested for those who're allergic to truth to scroll down though...

Sometimes I wonder why shallow-minded people are really hard to change. I used to be one long time ago, until I opened my heart to some new things that I thought would hurt me at first but the fact is they were never dangerous to begin with. I've been reading a lot of "funny" tweets about random peeps towards SNSD. And I gotta admit it though I am not so into SNSD, wow dude, since when you have the right to judge a winner based on where they come from? Yes, SNSD just won YouTube's Music Award and much expected there's a little bit of fanwars here and there in my timeline lmao. Some tweets sound funny for people who actually know them (those kind of people quickly remind me with the "old me" few years back haha). Here's a really funny tweet my friend shared on Tumblr, not SNSD-related though (blame me I forgot the link) but still it's pretty funny xD


LMAO TEARS, REAL TEARS, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. I nearly spat out my bubble tea and oh my fucking God haha Oh Sehun finally become a new species of vegetable what an innovation omg. So I've been losing my sleep and sacrifice my blood and tears and sweat to a fucking new species of vegetables you say? Don't you dare saying such things oh freak. That's just one of a bunch sarcastic tweets I found by tonight and my heart aches seeing that there are actually a lot of peoples who act like how I used to. FYI I am also a big fan of 1D and guess what? EXO is up against the lads (and even JB sigh). I hate fanwars especially when one fandom has voices out about our continent etc. That's just so rude, isn't? I want people to look Asian music and talents just like how they see Western ones. If you can accept the very hardcore Visual Key and other Jpop forms, why can't you accept sweet ones like Kpop? There's so much more to see in Kpop than just meets the eye~

So anw, voting (vote here!) ends this Friday and if EXO won, I'll treat all of you guys something real good ;)

November 02, 2013

Scattered pieces

Yay to short break! I just finished having my mid-semester exams today, hopefully the result will come out as good as I thought ^^ It's amazing isn't it how time flies so fast. It feels like yesterday I was still so busy preparing things for my club's Japanese festival at school, now looking at the time here it all has passed. I've went through a lot of things since being a final year student. I realize it's hard to maintain between my free time and the time where I have to study for real. I am faced with a lot of choice and trust me, when the time's getting closer it even makes you hard to choose your major in university later. I've been keeping my dream still (to work outside Indonesia) but as the time goes by, the choices are getting harder and harder. Like, there are just so many things I have to look at when I make decisions on which major I'm going to take. The competitors, my grades, etc. Not to mention the so many tests ahead and complicated graduation rules I have to fulfill. Sometimes I think that all these tests don't really determine students' capability in understanding school's subjects. The National Exam only takes 6 majors for senior high school students and I think that's just quite unfair because I study 14 subjects for 2 years and 17 for a year :/

Ah school problems haha, of course this doesn't apply for those who are older than me haha. Anyway, if you happen to follow me on Instagram, you must have seen these photos below. So my family went to have a quick lunch few weeks ago (everything posted here seems like happen few weeks ago or so lol) at dad's workplace. And everytime we're here, I never forget to stop by at Calais to buy myself milk tea :9 It has the best milk tea in town! ^^


Anyway, me and T are on our hardest time. This is what I hate from falling in love with someone. When I finally have the commitment to start a relationship, the other party doesn't. Thankfully this doesn't happen earlier because I'm afraid it would affect my test result. Sometimes I think if everything's worth the sacrifice I've taken. Or do I have to take back everything?

Well, until next time and happy Saturday! xoxo