April 17, 2014

Through the dark


You tell me that you're sad and lost your way
You tell me that your tears are here to stay
But I know you're only hiding
And I just wanna see you


You tell me that you're hurt and you're in pain
And I can see your head is held in shame,
But I just wanna see you smile again
See you smile again


But don't burn out
Even if you scream and shout
It'll come back to you
And I'll be here for you


I will carry you over
Fire and water for your love
And I will hold you closer
Hope your heart is strong enough
When the night is coming down on you
We will find a way through the dark


I wish that I could take you to the stars
I'd never let you fall and break your heart
And if you wanna cry or fall apart
I'll be there to hold you


You tell me that you hurt, it's all in vain
But I can see your heart can love again
And I remember you laughing
So let's just laugh again


And you don't need
You don't need to worry
And you will see it's easy to be loved
I know you wanna be loved


I will carry you over
Fire and water for your love
And I will hold you closer
Hope your heart is strong enough
When the night is coming down
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.
.
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We will find a way, through the dark


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Yesterday a package arrived within my doorsteps and I could tell it was the gift hyung-ah spoke the other day about her sending the gift instead of giving it out to me directly haha. And yes, you were right, hyung, it gave me goosebumps when receiving the package, it felt like the old times where I still used the postcards to send mails instead of using e-mails haha. This is so heart-touching because I'm a weak ass, a crybaby, and I always love handmade gifts because it shows me just how big a person's effort is when it comes to me >< There's a letter from her, telling that she's feeling that our relationship is getting strayed and... well, I felt guilty when reading it because I must have hurt her feelings through one of my blog post :c And I cried when I came to realize it. I should be grateful for finding her here in my high school life. She's one of a kind, and I was being a dumb ass for making her feel so upset and sad... Bad me, oh bad bad bad ;___; But we've talked last night, not directly tho I knew how awkward it would be if we talk by phone and she wouldn't like it. But I'm glad things are settled now and I hope I'll be able to spend more time with hyung-ah before I start studying for SBMPTN next week haha (fuck ye school won't let me have a rest!). But good news tho the national exam has ended! PARTY HARD!


Here's a bonus of me tying to be kawaii~


Have a nice Thursday! xo

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...and by this blog, I don't try to impress the world.

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