Everyone who knows me in real life knows well that I don't like wearing make-up. Even being a 19 years old teenage girl, I don't know which lipstick shade suits me best, what I have to do with my brows, or how to make shading on my cheeks. Being the only daughter in the family, I spend most of the days playing with my two brothers with their game and activities. That's probably why I have zero knowledge about make-up. And when I told you I never wear make-up, I'm telling the truth. I always think that make-up leaves acne on my face. And I feel weird with my make-up on. But ever since I started playing for my college's theater, getting my face touched up with heavy make-up becomes my regular thing. I'm still amazed with how make-up affects our look. Just like this one. I posted this photo on my LINE and everyone who didn't know it was all done for the sake of theater play said that I look so much older. But that's the point! The make-up is aimed to make me look older because in the script I'm a 31 years old woman. It does feel weird at first. But I managed to maintain the make-up until the end of the rehearsal yesterday. Usually they're gone five minutes after being applied :p

PS: Sorry for the low quality of the selfie tho. They're taken using iPhone.

TONIGHT!

Faculty of Law University of Gadjah Mada

07.00 PM

Free entrance!

Unbranded black dress, LUI leather jacket, Mango belt, ICONinety9 ankle boots

Bruised knees, feeling exhausted both physically and mentally, late night thoughts before sleep, morning classes—those stuffs actually explain how my life has been lately. And as much as I enjoy all the activities, I still long for something new. Something out of the ordinary to happen. Something that goes out of my comfort zone. You know, whenever I have a dance practice with my friends, I always think why wasn't I born with a talent in music. I mean, my ex-love interest has a huge passion in music and wouldn't it be better for me to be more developed in music as well? I remember I used to play piano when I was still a little kid. But I realized music wasn't really my biggest passion at that time. I was more into fine arts and dancing. Now that I look at my ex-love interest, I wonder; if I could play any instrument as good as him, or sing as good as the girls that surround him, would he reconsider breaking me up? LOL. I shouldn't really think about it this way. I don't think it matters anyway. But maybe, just maybe, he would at least fight for me because he knew we had something in common that could be shared.

Love's weird. It makes you think about weird stuffs like this.

Sorry if I don't write much on this post. I don't actually feel like writing long post today. No new story to be told aside from my usual rambling about my college activities. This outfit was taken weeks ago and I just had the chance to post it today because of the tight schedule. I was just experimenting on the black dress which, if you pay close attention, is a long black skirt. I hope this post will cover the rest of this month's post because I don't think I'll be able to post outfit posts in the near future. But that's just maybe. I gotta run now though, theater practice in a few hours so I gotta prepare myself for it. Cheerio! x

Yesterday was such an awesome day. Probably the best Saturday I have ever had. It all started when Caesar tagged me on Dagelan's Instagram page about Exposure, a thematic curated market at Ambarukmo Plaza. I got super excited because Erigo was going to open a booth there and everybody knows they sell the best flannel shirt and jogger pants! Sadly tho, I had a theater practice in the morning. I came to Exposure with Eri around 3 pm and Erigo's booth was still packed with queue. And I'm not one who's blessed with patience to queue for brand new clothes. So we looked around the place and found Temptatoo's booth instead. I quickly fell in love with the two designs, and brought them straight home. I have told you that I really want to get a small tattoo, but since I can't bear the pain of being inked and the fact that my mom will definitely curse me if I did, then I guess a temporary tattoo will do.

For you guys who would like to get Temptatoo as well, don't forget to come to Exposure at Ambarukmo Plaza today. Also, this is your last day if you want to bag something home from Erigo. So hurry up because I'm sure you don't want to miss this out! x

Hi guys! I'm sorry for the lack of post in March :( I've been having so many projects going on in my real life and it's almost impossible to sit down and write a blog post. It is hard indeed, to steer myself away from something I love doing. Now I wish I were an art student at ISI instead of a law student. I've been practicing rancak dance with my fellow friends for our upcoming event next April. And oh how I love the routines. I never get tired of dancing or practicing. More over, I get really excited whenever the tutor or my seniors tell me we're gonna practice in the evening. By dancing, I can let my negative emotion floats away and be myself. I always love dancing. Be it traditional or modern dance. And I'm planning to take another dancing course with my friend outside the one I do at the campus. I really want to learn contemporary dance. I heard it's so difficult. But that's the challenge! One thing I have to remember is to keep my time table clean and neat, since taking more courses will cost me my bed-time and tiredness. I'm still adjusting, and I hope things will turn out okay in the end.

If you're a good friend of mine, you will learn how to share your stuffs with me because the beanie and the sweater isn't rightfully mine LOL. Yes, they belong to my friends. I borrowed the beanie two days ago from my favorite senior at campus and he allowed me to take it home. I've been wanting to have my own beanie. I never had the chance to actually look for one because it's hard to find one that suits my style without making my face look so round and full. While the sweater belongs to my friend which she allowed me to wear because I was sick at that time, and I slept at her guest house. I needed to change my clothes because I was wearing a simple tank and the weather was so cold. Then she lent me the sweater and I haven't returned it up until now, ha!

I guess I'll be really busy for the upcoming days because my schedule is so packed for March and April. So if you don't see any updates from this blog, that means I'm living my life. But I hope you guys stay around because I'll still be checking this blog for comments and doing blog-walking! :)

Earlier this year I made a promise to myself that I'm gonna do better and harder for college and be a little passive in my organization. I should set my priorities straight and I guess the last time I forgot doing that caused a lot of disappointment from me and both my parents. So when the new semester started, I stopped hanging out with my friends from my organization because I know I'm not capable of refusing their 'invitation' to hang out somewhere until the morning comes. Yes, as a girl, I love hanging out with the boys until one or two in the morning. What's more surprising is that I have full schedule of classes the next day. I use my break time at night to have fun with them and I know it's wrong. I'm supposed to study and stay at the guest house to take some rest. Now that I realize it all, I'm making some major changing. But the truth is, no matter how many times I try to hold back myself, it seems like this is who I really am. I might not be the brightest student at college, it takes more than a week for me to understand what the lecturers explain to me, I don't have many remarkable achievements for everyone to see. But one thing I know; I'm free. As a girl, I'm glad that I have experienced many things that my other girl friends haven't gotten to know. Sure, I hang out with the boys too much, and that maybe affects the way I talk and act. Literally the way I live. And maybe, me bordering myself from these people isn't really necessary.

Because maybe all I ever need is just the right time management.

So this is the outfit that I wore to college for the other day. You might have seen it on my Instagram. I must say that tucking a shirt inside my pants isn't really my thing because I have feet longer than my torso. Thus this kind of style usually makes me look like a dwarf. But since I'm running out of new clothes to be worn, I need to recycle them by styling my old clothes to produce new looks. At least I don't have to appear boring to classes, no? Also, can you believe it it's March already??? Wow, time flies! Nine months to go to 2016 LOL. I have lots of upcoming projects at college, and I'm gonna take more activities outside campus so fingers crossed! I hope I can manage my time table a lot better this time. Happy Sunday, all, and brace yourself 'cuz Monday is comingggg!